I have created my first blog (in general, not only regarding trading). You can access it using the link below:
I am open to any suggestions / questions you may have.
I have been trading for around a year. I mostly do it for fun although I am in profit since I joined BF which is not bad I guess. However, my profits have more often than not been blown away by some desperate chasing and lack of emotional discipline. I figured that creating a blog and knowing that other people are out there checking my progress will help me be less inclined to become frustrated by a few losses, and be useful when I want to remember the bigger picture.
I haven't written at length regarding any particular trades I guess, so that's definitely something that could be improved. It's just a very simple setup at the moment, mostly posting my P&L. I'm thinking about starting to write a paragraph or two every day about my strongest selections for the next day.
Anyway that's all for now... Thanks to whoever takes the time to read it.
Forgot to say that if someone wants to add my blog to their list I will obviously do the same.
I wish you luck in beating the inner demon. I think one issue on a subconscious level is that you say you "mostly do it for fun". This says to me that you don't take it seriously as a business or potential source of secondary income (presumably, you have an income stream eg job). This means that when you lose, you may just shrug your shoulders and think, "Easy come, easy go, just a bit of a laff" and that you find the winning and losing a bit exciting. Now, there's nothing wrong with being pleased or patting yourself on the back when the market moves in your favour, but if it's fun, then part of the fun is when you could lose money and it's like a coin flip or dice roll.
Thanks both for the replies. I can see where you are coming from ninja, and that was probably an issue at the beginning. I have always had smallish banks, I am not trying to do this for a living as I have a stable job... So I thought it wasn't a big deal to chase a few losses and see what happened.
And that was definitely exciting, but obviously in the end I was more often than not left feeling disappointed. Even if I won these chases I would not feel happy with myself, knowing it was luck more than anything. I couldn't win.
So what I mean by "fun" now, is developing myself and see what I'm made of... It can be exciting to put half of your bank in one bet and let it ride, but I think it's far more rewarding to learn how to control yourself, to learn how to think clearly when you're under pressure, to keep calm after 10 reds in a row. That is what I mean by fun now, because I definitely enjoy challenging myself. I have realised that there is a lot of potential in this for a second income. I think starting a blog means that I am now trying to take it seriously - at least to me it does.
I've just published a new post by the way. I've tried to go a bit more in depth on why I'll pick certain matches to trade on tonight.
Happy with that - most of the predictions I posted yesterday came good, so I might keep doing this in the future. Eventful day!
If someone is following feel free to leave a comment or two here or there!
I reached 100 Euros yesterday from the initial 20, so I withdrew the 20 and I'm only trading with the profits now. I have to say this is really the most disciplined I've ever been, having created a blog really helps and I'm also keeping record of all my actions in an excel file. Haven't updated the blog with this news yet but will do so later!
Also do you people think I should remove the ads from the blog?
I was just excited having a blog for the first time and having all these options so I joined this AdSense thing to see what happened. Not really expecting to make money from it or anything.
I think I'll just put a flag counter instead or something
Congrats with breaching the 100 mark!
That reminds me - I ought to withdraw my £50 deposit as I slowly approach the £1k mark.
Thanks, your achievement is far more impressive though! How long did it take you to get close to 1000?
I'll be very happy if I can get close to 400-500 before the end of the year. Fingers crossed although it hasn't got much to do with luck!
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shadowninja (19th November 2011)
The highs and lows here:
I was right down to my lowest in March and by end of July had £240. I was putting up about 25% of my account at a time once I was convinced I had something that was profitable in the long run. It's a bit confusing because although I had deposited £50, for the purpose of the challenge, I ignored £30 of that.
Hey Ninja did you ever make the 1000? That Fontwell IR trading using the ladders seemed crazy ... for the life of me I couldn't follow what you were doing! Nice green at the end though ...